i'm not sure if it's me who is stressing myself or am i stressed by everyone else. i only know the right thing i'm supposed to do is to mug. as hard as i can to shorten the gap between me n the whole world. i totally HATE it when anyone or anything disrupt my plan right now. i cant afford any more distraction do you see it!!!
during physics lesson today, someone said she's afraid of taking up too much responsibilities for fear of making mistakes. she's a perfectionalist. i'm nv one. i'm nv ambitious if you really know me. i took up tasks only if it's within my ability.
but i realised i'm doin favour for ppl once again. my free time is touched and i dun like it. i dunno..think i'm stressing myself too much. i really hope you guys can grow up soon, take up all the jobs firmly and solely.
i dun wish to do any last-min work again. not like the time i'm struggling for cca.
my goals are set to the minimum n i cant even achieve it? you can all say" but you hav other records ma" fuck. are all those records goin to get you far? really far?